How I Feel

I'm feeling awful
Right now.

I remember a counselor
On teen tour saying
The psychological effects
Of technology.
How if your phone
Isn't beeping every
Few seconds,
You feel forgotten.

But that's not the point.

I feel pretty crappy
Right now
And it's totally
An internal thing.

A hormonal cleansing.

And everyone has
More important stuff
To deal with.
Like driving
And recovering
From break ups.

I'm not being condescending.
I shouldn't bother them.