|Taken from b00tyful|
I decided to do something healthier for myself. So, I am giving up "fat." Everything having to do with the word "fat." Feeling "fat," eating "fat," focusing on the word "fat." Telling people I'm a "fat"ass. The word is destroying me. And it's three letters. And it's ruining my life and my relations with things. Sometimes, rolling out of bed and getting dressed becomes difficult because of it. And honestly, I am sick and tired of having most of my thoughts and actions directed by the feelings elicited by one small word. I am sick of feeling awful about myself. And by the end of this Lent, I am going to feel better. It WILL happen.