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I'm supposed to be calm right now.  I'm the total opposite.  I really wish everything would be as the picture above states.  That if I just stop being afraid, everything is going to be ok.  What if it isn't?  I know my fears are totally grounded this time around and I just don't want to think about them.  But every time I do, I just get more and more scared.  It's something going through me and I don't like it.  No one should like it.  I hope no one likes it. Well, I'll just find out tomorrow.  And hopefully a nice warm cup of coffee can speed up the freak out so I can get to my "I don't give a crap" place.  I like that idea.  A lot.

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