My head started spinning. It was wheeling. It spun so hard, I thought my body was going to go with it. Remember that scene in the Nightmare on Elm Street remake where the girl got tossed around from corner to corner throughout her room in her sleep. That's how my head felt. I thought my bed was going to throw me out. And then I woke up this morning and felt like I just had gotten off a roller coaster. Except a mental one. I've never been on one so I could only imagine. But I've never felt so sick for so long. I need answers. I need affirmation. But tonight...I just want sleep. And I want to be hugged in the morning. Or throughout the day. Either way, I just want to be and feel okay.