I haven't even left yet.
And I already feel like
Is that what it's called?

I think I'm more
Longing to follow through
With how things are going on now.
Than putting them on hold.
When people get homesick,
They want to go back to their
Environment as it was before they left.
And I already want that and I haven't
Gone anywhere.

It's funny.
Because two years ago,
I totally would have wanted
To get away.
Or to go towards something
(Or, at that time, someone)
I really wanted to be with.

Then again,
Two years ago, I was a wreck.
Now I can actually face stuff.
And going away is just
Another challenge.
More will follow.

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