Is wanting to rip my hair out.
Is wanting to scream loudly.
Is wanting to get through this.
Is wanting to be right.
Is wanting to not get sick of everything.
Is saying I can when I can't.
Is being cool when nothing seems to be okay.

I am so frustrated.
I am fighting within myself
To do the thing I can't seem to understand.

Freaking computer science.

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