I have mellowed out.
I might be laughing more,
But I'm not screaming
As much inside.
I'm not berating myself,
Taunting myself with
"Fat chick" "Dip shit"
And other such phrases.
I'm not at all concerned
With whether or not
I have a million boys
Chasing after me or if I
Have one that agonizes
Over me.
I don't freak out if I get
An 80-something
Because there will always be
Another test,
Another homework assignment.
And my taste in music
Has mellowed out as well.
Metal and screamo and hard rock
Just isn't as appealing as it
Once was.
I stick to mostly techno and indie
Now.
It's got that fun without the
Scary depressing lyrics.
And I love it.
I love every second of this.
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