8/03/2011

Krakow (N.a.P.)

My stay in Krakow could be summarized by a month-long booze and crappy eating fest with some studying and dating in between.  You might think I'm joking, but I'm really not.  So let's do a week by week run down.

WEEK ONE
I moved into this lovely building where my room was attached to another by a bathroom and we had a communal balcony.  How many dorms in American have balconies?  That's what I thought.  The first day I met my roommates and went to the downstairs bar to meet people.  Everyone seemed pretty chill but were pretty tired from coming into the dorm that day.  The second day I took a placement test and got into level B1, which is for people who can speak but not spell good.  We had two teachers per lesson, a vocabulary teacher and a grammar teacher.  I also took an afternoon course in Twentieth Century Polish literature.  That was fun, I guess.  After classes, my roommates and I checked out the Polish night life and did a lot of this:
Mm, yep.  That weekend, we went on a rafting tour, which was fun but kind of scary at the same time.  This one kid got heat stroke, passed out, and threw up because of food poisoning.  Forty-four other people got food poisoning too, which was kind of scary so they closed the dining hall downstairs.  I avoided it and got to enjoy this lovely view:

WEEK TWO
I went exploring the town with my uncle and grandfather (not actually related, of course.  I have a strange habit of calling people relatives).  But I also started spending a lot of time with this lovely human being:
He is my boyfriend now and we complement each other very well.  So I did less partying and more dating.  Well, that's not entirely true.  I did go out for my roomie's birthday to this fancy club.  I still can't decide if I actually liked the club or not, but some things will never be known.  That weekend, we went on a hiking trip in  further southern Poland in the town of Zakopane.  In true TKF form, we arrived an hour and a half late and only go to see the crappy waterfall, not the cool one.  Hanging out was fun though.
And then afterwards, my fake family and I went to the absinthe bar to enjoy a few drinks and a few more bars and basically turn into the best shit show of the century.  Because that is what cool kids do after hiking and midterms.

WEEK THREE
The third week was another week of exploring the city, but also kind of melancholy because the three-weekers were leaving so everyone wanted to spend as much time with them as possible.  But I also met my boyfriend's brother who came for what we called the three day accelerated course in drinking.  He wasn't actually part of the program, but we made him feel like he was.
We also had this cute, course-wide bonfire where there were contests and singing and, of course, kielbasa.  The sad part was, it had rained so much that day that it screwed up the fire wood so we didn't have an awesome burning inferno on the dorm quad, but the sausage was good and everyone had a good time.
The last day of the week was the closing ceremony for the three-weekers.  My boyfriend and I skipped it to go to a Morrissey concert.  It was SO MUCH FUN.  I only heard a handful of songs before, but this 50-something-year-old man had true stage presence.  And the dubstepper I'm dating liked him, which was totally bizarre.  But I had a ton of fun.  And then afterwards, we went to the closing ceremony after party, which for many people, was another shit show.

WEEK FOUR
The first day of the last week, we went to a salt mine.  It was pretty awesome.  It's so bizarre how it's all underground and still really preserved.  In addition, there were salt statues there a few decades old and they haven't come apart yet.  I got really light-headed and giddy from the lack of oxygen, so my friends had a hey-day with that.
That week was also a cultural excursion for me.  My boyfriend took me to an art museum and the next day me and my other friends went to the zoo while he was packing and stuff.  The zoo was surprisingly a lot of fun.  Polish animals are interesting, mostly kind of slow because of the crappy weather.  I've never been to a Polish zoo before and I haven't been to a zoo in general in years.  But making jokes and enjoying one of the few good days was a nice experience.
We also had the four-weeker closing ceremony, which was really cute.  There was a slide show, musical performances, and the giving out of diplomas.  I got an A in both my classes, which made me ecstatic to the point of tears.  So we also had an after party and I had a lot of fun with my friends (my boyfriend couldn't be there because he's backpacking for a week and kind of fell off the face of the Earth).  But the next day, we went out to a fancy place to get nice deserts and later went out for drinks together for the last time.

Poland this year was an amazing experience.  I met a ton of great people, fell in like, learned a language, and started to appreciate my Polish culture a whole lot more.

8/01/2011

Oh Home

Taken from sunshinerosepetal
I flew by myself yesterday.
All alone in an airplane.
Well, not all alone,
There were a few hundred other people on the plane too.
But I knew none of them.
Some of them had families with them.
Others had people to call when they landed.
My mom had my sim card, so I couldn't
Exactly call anyone.
And the first person I'd call is Snugglestick.
But he's in a forest somewhere.
He's backpacking.
No service, no internet, no computer.
No contact until he gets back on the 9th.
I need to be responsible and independent.
And hang out with cool people.
As in, everyone else I haven't seen all year
Or haven't seen in a few months.

7/30/2011

Party Rock

Taken from suckmyclock
It starts with a beverage or two.  The party dance.  The, you know, you start moving around a bit and then a bit more, until you get to something that might even sort of resemble dancing. The party rock comes a bit shortly after, when you finally get a little tired and figure "hey, lets keep consuming."  Then it's the party shimmy.  And then the dreaded party sway.  And after that, the party floor.

7/19/2011

Death to the Essay

Taken from over-ture
It's summer in Krakow and there are so many other things I'd rather be doing.  Like checking out the city.  Holding hands on a picnic blanket with my favorite.  Enjoy the calm breeze under the trees, maybe enjoying a cool beer.  My head resting on his chest  I would also just want to not be chained to the frustration of writing in a language I am only orally fluent in.  But I must press on.

7/10/2011

Dating With Hipsters

Taken from pleasantinterruption
So first we just sat there.  You had your arms crossed defensively and I couldn't tell if you actually enjoyed hanging out or whatever.  I was trying to seem open and stuff and it seemed to work.  I was charismatic, telling stories, sharing interests.  But at first it was hard to tell anything off you.  But as the weather became nicer and the night matured, and we had a few more beers and then went back to the dorm and listened to some dubstep.  And then we kissed for a bit and he walked me home.  I guess that's what dating hipsters is like.

7/07/2011

I Want to Make the Future

Taken from 17shells
I will make the future right now.  There will be invisible railways, everywhere, dragging cars full of people every where, traffic free, energy safe.  Everyone will dress sharp, somehow, because everything will be so expensive due to the prolonged depressions caused by economic strife.  But somehow, everyone will be educated and healthy.  Because medicine will be so advanced.  Nanobots fixing everything.  And no, not everyday will be post-apocalyptic and dreary.

7/06/2011

A Bit of a Dip

Taken from bowiesome 
As most people know, I am a ridiculous human being.  I'm slinking back into slight insecurity over my body.  I feel totally sick right now because I was a fucking cow and ate too much today.  I think I regained half or all the weight I worked so hard to lose in the previous month.  But I still feel trim.  I guess that's something.  But instead of feeling bad now, I can just plan to eat well tomorrow and not be a cow.  Differences in attitudes help.

7/05/2011

My Roomies Are Silly

Taken from pleasantinterruption
It's interesting living with two girls who have boyfriends.  Not a lot, but some of their day is dedicated to communication with their loved ones across the ocean in America.  I don't mind; I don't get jealous about things like that.  The missing, the wondering if they're being good, the wishing they were at that hoppin' bar with you.

But a curious thing happened.  In our class, I am the lone ranger of the three of us who doesn't want a boyfriend right now, but wouldn't mind flirting with a boy.  Or, you know, whatever.  But when saying what kind of "problems" we had (we did a mock get-to-know-each-other warm up first-day-of-language-class interview), one said that my sole problem was that I didn't have a boyfriend.  And it happened the two boys in our class didn't have girlfriends.  And one of them is so cute...

7/04/2011

First Days In Krakow

Taken from kiss-itallbetter
Not counting two-, three-, or fewer-week-long trips, I don't think I've ever had a proper roommate.  And now I have 3 other girls living in the same room as me.  Two are similar to each other but vastly different from me.  The other is kind of similar but not really, I guess.  We all have stories to share and places to see so that keeps things fresh and exciting.  I might get used to this whole roommate thing after all.

7/02/2011

On My Way to Krakow (N.a.P.)

Taken from 
So, in a few hours, I'll be boarding a bus to the capital of Poland, Warsaw, and then a train to my final destination here: Krakow.  I'll be starting a four-week summer program where I'll be taking Polish language (finally need to learn grammar, yo) and learning about 21st Century literature.  But before all that, I spent some time in Goniadz.
All following photos come from my flickr

There's a river, Biebrza, where I used to swim all the time, but there wasn't much water and it was pretty cold most of the time, so I spent a lot of time walking around and taking pictures of things with my friends.  There were a few parties, but those were at night.  And I'm pretty sure my friend still owes this one kid 10 zloty (around $3.5) for booze.  It's legal for kids under 21 to drink here and it blew my mind.


But, we also spent a day in my home town of Bialystok, where my friend and I saw a play and my mom and I took care of important things.  Like getting my proof citizenship card and a bank account set up.

When I get to Krakow, I'm going to have to move in, meet my roomie, get a monthly bus pass, and settle in and take a little break from vacation and be a college kid again.  I'm excited to meet new people and for all the adventures that await!

7/01/2011

A Little Note About Fitness and Nutrition Blogs

Taken from let love grow
I read them because I am genuinely interested in other people's takes on fitness and food and what works for them and what seems to work for other people.  To quell the idea that celebrities are only skinny and trim because they are rich.  That hot girls are only hot because they don't eat and work out a ton.  Stereotypes can be true, but that's a stereotype of stereotypes.  I recently read one that could possibly encourage a change inn my own eating and work out patterns.  Looking good and eating well shouldn't be torture of any kind.  It should just be.  And there isn't just one way of achieving it.  Sure, the first steps are generally the same across the board, but everyone has to start somewhere.  Good physicality, in the long run, has to change and evolve based on a new milestone in life, a new change in attitude, a new environment, but, possibly most dynamically, a change in self.

6/29/2011

Fashion A La Poland

taken from 
la dolce vita
Everything comes from thrift shops.  And from where?  From England.  Fucking England, where everything is grungey and pretty at the same time and I wants it.  Well, not really.  I think I dress well for what I have but seeing half my friend's things, I turn into a fashionaholic, I don't own enough clothes, monster.  Not entirely.  But in my head a bit.  Maybe just a teensy bit.  And I love floral, and I'm just being a tad silly right now.

6/26/2011

Home-ish

Taken from lights will guide you home
The flights and bus rides were long, but that was to be expected.  The first night "back" was fun, really fun.  There was a barbeque, there were fireworks, there was the river, alive with culture and most of the town there.  There was also the very fun feeling of jetlag and a hangover the next day.  But that's ok, it's allowed.  I'm in Europe, where it's legal to have such fun.  But it is so cold.  It does NOT feel like summer.

6/24/2011

Flight

Taken from lights will guide you home
I hope I spend most of the ride passed the fuck out next to my mom.  Hence the coffee.  It'll keep me awake enough to actually get my ass on the plane.  The rest is up to the plane, I guess.  Flying is calming but it's freaking terrifying how alone you.  On board with a bunch of strangers.  No way to communicate with anyone you know.  I guess it could drive a person mad.  But mostly, if you're asleep or completely distracted, you just don't care.  At least, most people don't mind.  Except for those CEOs who need wifi on their smartphones.

6/23/2011

Creativity And Hurt

Taken from So Tonight That I Might See
What I do when I'm kind of left alone to my own devices is that I just start getting really creative.  My fingers hurt from playing guitar.  There's papers all over my floor because of collaging for hours.  And I've watched nearly all of Skins and feel slightly sad about life as a result (as in, "why can't I party that much?" or "NO THAT WAS THE SADDEST THING EVER").  And I'd totally be getting tea with people if they weren't already out doing other things.  So, just like when I was leaving college, I'm drinking my own beverages and watching an entertaining film (not a tv show, shocker).  And my toe just hurts so much and my head hurts from making sure I have everything.  I own a lot of stuff.

Last Day In the US For a Bit

Taken from Kelly Montoya
Aside for the obvious missing of my friends, I'm going to miss things.  A lot of things.  Honestly, a lot of stupid things.  Like the construction outside my window.  The horrid smell of the city.  The fancy tea and coffee places around the corner and a little ways away.  The roar of the subway.  The way that there's always lights every where, all the time, and a dark road or alley does not really exist.  Neither do fields, either.  Or giant lakes that have a piece attached to your yard so you can go swimming at 9 in the morning instead of blogging. Just a lot of silly things that make home, home.

6/22/2011

Anticipation & Waiting

Taken from ☠ runaw4y ☠ 
I've never been so nervous of travel.  I've been on planes more times than most people and I've been to more places than most people.  And yet, here I am, nervous as shit.  I'm kind of dreading the hours on the plane and the waiting in the airport in Dublin; yes, I'm crossing over in Ireland, another place I've never been to.  And I'm going to be in the unfamiliar part of a very familiar country and it's all just so foreign to me.  Completely fucking foreign and I dislike it.  It's the same feeling I had the first day of school and I hate it, I really really dislike it.

6/21/2011

Chilling With the Muscially Inclined

Taken from kitschy living
I love my friends and their talents and how they can kind of walk into music stores and just start playing music and having a grand old time.  I really wish I could do that, but, alas, I am too shy and not good enough.  Legit, I know a couple of chords, a few songs (with those chords) and my voice sounds like most indie folk singers (thank you guys from Neutral Milk Hotel for helping me understand my vocal limitations).  But I like to think I've got some artistic talent.  I can make pretty good collages.  And I am pretty good at arranging furniture and just decorating in general.  But you can't really go into a store and do that.  Someone might get upset.

6/20/2011

Relaxin' and Pamperin'

Taken from lights will guide you home
I couldn't work out today.  My throat felt like a desert and I sounded as if I had just been screaming for decades, which honestly isn't too far from the truth.  So I have been relaxing and packing and prepping for 5 weeks in Poland.  Doing things like picking out outfits, seeing which pieces I can mix and match, which I could get the most use out of, and perhaps touching up my nails because they look like I've been out all weekend.

6/19/2011

The Boy at the Club

Taken from These Teenage Years have been...
He had the cutest face
And in typical me-fashion,
I pick the tallest boy in the club.

He had glasses of my prescription
And tasted of mint, gin, and cigarettes,
And I was happy.

Not because I got a boy,
But because I got my swag back.

6/17/2011

Indie Shit

Taken from Tongue Like Electric, Eyes Like a Child
I got the glasses and now I got the hair.  Now all I need is the style and the hours of sitting around in coffee shops, acting apathetic, and reading all the time.  But I don't want to do that.  I like being my skinny-jeans-and-a-tee-shirt-wearing self while I'm silently worrying about my road test and the fact that I cannot, for the 3rd or 4th week in a row, not shower at the gym because I won't be going there to get my daily sweat on.  But I don't want to be an urbandictionary or a yourscenesucks cut-out definition of an indie chick.  Just because my face vaguely looks it, I'm still myself.  And I still barely resemble my ID picture.

6/14/2011

I'm Being An Idiot

Taken from There is no shortcut to a dream
As the photo suggests, I am almost up to my neck in things I cannot even fathom have returned to my mind.  I want someone to pull the plug on it.  So it can go down to a much more manageable level.  I'll be better tomorrow.

6/12/2011

I See How It Is, Computer

Taken from dirtylittlestylewhoree
Technology fails.  And see that pun I did in the title?  Yeah. Or a reference.  I think that's a reference.  But seriously.  Or technology doesn't fail.  Commercialized technology fails.  People who know the industry and know the coding do much better than the kids who buy their stuff pre-made.  And it's a struggle between those who want to do harm and those who just want to surf the web.

6/11/2011

Wub WubWubWubWub Wuuuubbbbbbbb

Taken from http://ooowls.tumblr.com/
The lights, the music, the boys; there were SO many pretty boys, I was just astounded by all the pretty in one place.  The venue was beautiful, clearly had that gorgeous vintage feel, the mesh of the old with the modern...although, I could say that my outfit fit the mood, but not entirely.  It is something I need to work on, but not something horribly difficult to fix.  And it does not matter to me that I did not talk to any of the pretties; I just really wanted to dance.

6/10/2011

Expectations

Taken from :1 of 78
Dressed to impress.  Heels making me above-average height.  Makeup to accentuate everything I love about my face (my face).  Accessories that sparkle.  A new set of frames to call more attention to my eyes.  Lipstick to make my lips look sultry.  A new top.  A new venue and new dancing.  I want to dance my toes off until an hour my parents deem unholy.

6/09/2011

Playing With The Puppy

Taken from Believe in yourself.
Today I went over to my friend's house and saw the sweetest thing.  It had eyes full of joy and promise.  It had been rescued by my friend and her family from the darkness of a shelter.  Her name is Eva and she is the sweetest thing.  And we wandered around the city a lot.  So I took the opportunity to take pictures.  And once again procrastinate on making an appointment for a driving lesson.

6/08/2011

Colorful Fruits

Taken from Time is ever Fleeting.
Strawberries.  Raspberries.  Cherries.  Avocados.  Watermelon.  Cantaloupes.  Melons.  Bananas.  Blueberries.  Blackberries.  Lemons.  Tomatoes.  Peppers.  Grapes.  Zucchini.  And other things with visible seeds.  They make diets easier.  And more delicious.  And add a layer of flavor to the blandest of things, like unflavored, no fat, unsweetened yogurt.  I try to eat them as much as possible.  Even though my parents do not believe me.

Blog Announcement (R.P.)

I’m moving all the outfit stuff to my LookBook.nu page.  But I’ll still keep posting them on twitter and tumblr.

This is mostly because I got a tripod and can take pictures of myself and my outfits more easily.

6/07/2011

I Wanted to Wear My Vest (B.O.A.)

On a birthday shopping spree with my mom, I bought a wonderful vest from Free People that I am in love with.  Since it wasn't too hot out today, I gave it a test run and I am in love with it.  Also, it was quite sunny today so I wore my hipster glasses because they have a 400 UV and are awesome sunglasses.  I felt really cute. But feeling cute was a little distracting when I drove today.  But honestly, I just dislike driving.  A lot.

The tank top is from Banana Republic, shorts from American Eagle, shoes are Converse from a thrift store, the bracelet from Lord & Taylor, and the glasses from Urban Outfitters.

My Birthday (B.O.A.)


Well for my birthday, I went to brunch with my parents and I wanted to look cute.  So I wore this outfit and later got a tripod for my camera. As a result, I will be posting more outfits more often.  I do not want to make a separate blog for it, but I might have to double-up on entries.

The top is from American Eagle, the scarf from Lord & Taylor, the jeans are BDG through Urban Outfitters, and of course I wore shoes which we sandals by Steve Madden girl for DSW.

6/06/2011

As Long As I Still Have Free Time

Taken from Time is ever Fleeting.
I am going to vent my boredom and other random annoyances and random inspirationals on this blog.  My muscles ache, I can barely bring myself to do anything because of the tiredness.  Although, figuring out how to get more energy is a must.  I am 19 and that means I have more access to fun things in night life.  But I also want to do wholesome, creative things I cannot do amidst classes, such as collages and artworks.  I think I shall get started on one right now.  And take more photos.  Definitely more photos.

6/04/2011

It's Been 19 Years (And Counting)

Taken from la dolce vita
So I'm 19, and I like being excited for my birthday.  Because celebrating another year of existence, at least for me and all my various illnesses and allergies and random incidences, is a pretty big accomplishment.  But I like where I am now a year and a day after high school officially ended.  I found a very fun, hip, smart group of kids to hang out with.  I met a few people who I grew close to, you know, the types that you always want to talk to.  I reconnected with one of my best friends.  I survived freshman year of college.  And I managed to change majors.  God know what'll happen this year, but I am ready for it!

6/02/2011

My Body, She Aches

Taken from the pursuit of happyness
All this working out.  And no visible results.  Well, that's an utter lie.  My stomach is harder, my calves have absolutely no fat on them, but I'm still insecure with my thighs and legs and they ache a lot.  They say no pain without gain, so I'm hoping these aches are signs of progress.  And I really want to sleep and take a day off, but I must keep going.  I have spinning today.  And I'm going to a class and a run on Friday to make up for not working out over the weekend due to a graduation, a housewarming party, and my own birthday.  Excitingness.

Blog Schedule (R.P.)

Three times a week.  I don't know when yet.  But seeing my next semester schedule, it'll probably be Tuesday, Thursday, then either Saturday or Sunday.

5/31/2011

Comatose

Taken from the pursuit of happyness
People who are fans of Breaking Benjamin, no.  Just, no.  I'm talking going to the gym, working out heavily for an hour, and not being able to think or breathe afterward.  I want to be tiny.  Like, actually be the size of a child.  Okay, maybe not.  That would make every dude I know a pedophile.  But still.  I am working my ass off that I feel comatose and come back to life eventually.  I was tired to the point that, I laid in bed, playing "Yankee Bayonet" for 2 hours and then met up with my programmer friend.  Good day.

5/27/2011

Preparation

Taken from impio
I sit down to do it.  To review everything I need to know for next year.  And I go at it for a good hour, getting super excited that maybe I'll understand something and do well next year.  But then I realize it's summer.  And then I get all sad.  I should be out on a Friday.  I kind of want to go do a work out.  But once again, it's Friday and I've already worked out.  I miss college and having friends not being so far away.

5/26/2011

Spinning

Taken from Tequila Always Helps
My endurance hasn't been tested this hard since I went to tennis camp.  My entire body does not exist right now.  During the workout, I wanted to die after 10 minutes.  And had 35 to go.  But with the music, the enthusiasm, and everyone else just doing it...the motivation was incredible.  And I want to go back.  But after I fix my knee.

5/24/2011

Priest (M.R.)

Taken from Google
I found Priest  to be a perfect summer movie.  It does not require much thinking, has a fun plot, and awesome explosions and fight scenes.  I am a fan of pretty mindless vampire-related action movies, but this pretty much took the cake.

Imagine putting together a horror movie about dystopia, mixing in an action movie, adding elements of Van Helsing, throwing in a Western, and add in vampires and that's the movie in short.  I had a lot of fun seeing it with my friends, but not sure if it is worth the cost of 3D.

Rating: 6/10

5/23/2011

Summer Reading

Taken from la dolce vita
I want to read this summer.  I want to read a lot.  Something like ten books all summer.  Or something.  I want to get my literacy on.  So when people approach me, I can have something really unique and awesome to talk about.  Like how much I liked Dune or how quirky Super Sad True Love Story was.  Or maybe I didn't like a book.  So I can talk about them with the same criticism I do my music.  And to not sit on my butt all summer.  Well, sit on my butt doing nothing.  Amendment!

5/20/2011

Top Moments of Freshman Year of College

Ten Things That Rocked Freshman Year
  1. That one night at Thumpty
  2. Being at Thumpty most weekends
  3. Slope Day
  4. Chem class
  5. BME class
  6. Sledding
  7. Middle of the night trips to the Commons
  8. Movie nights
  9. That one Seal and Serpent party
  10. Actually having a winter break
Ten Things That Sucked Freshman Year
  1. People graduating
  2. Not being able to do my major
  3. Engineering classes for the most part
  4. Computer science
  5. Not having heat in winter
  6. Winter lasting until April
  7. Finals first semester
  8. Spraining my finger sledding
  9. ???
  10. ???

5/18/2011

Too Much Fun with Scarves (B.O.A.)

As you can see, I'm in a library
It's too early in the morning to be doing anything that's actually productive.  So I've been blogging.  And learning how to tie scarves in fun ways.  In this pic, I tried to do a bow.  The tie is a little too bulky to do a cute one, but it looks fancy enough.

The shirt is from Urban Outfitters and the scarf is Hardtail.  Yeah, I know my hair is a mess, but screw it.  I'm in the thrust of finals week.  Two more tests left, wish me luck!

5/17/2011

It's Misty (B,O.A.)

5/17/11

5/17/11 by jladz65 featuring vintage tops

I woke up this morning feeling like I should do something cute with my appearance.  So I decided to wear one of my favorite tank tops with my favorite pants with my favorite flats and favorite jacket.   I also wore a score but I could not find it online.  Sadface, I know.

The tank top is from Abercrombie and Fitch (sue me).  The jeans are from BDG from Urban Outfitters.  The flats are kimchi blue for Urban Outfitters.  And the jacket is from Michael Kors.  The scarf I'm wearing is from Hardtail. 

Here's a pic of me with my scarf.  I look tired.  It's what studying for multiple hours a day does to people:
 

5/15/2011

Last Week

Taken from closer ❦ to the sun
As in, it's the last week.
Not like, last week as in the
Week before this one.

It's the last week here.
And I'm spending time with friends


Studying.

Exciting, I know.
But after Thursday,
I'm spending time with them not studying.

Watching movies,
Packing,
Waling around.

The packing is going to be the worst.

Unlike last year when I moved here,
I did not abandon my room completely.

But this time, I am.

I'm never coming back to this
Ghetto of a dorm I lived in.
Well, I might, but that'd be creepy.

But either way,
My possessions are going into bags
And boxes
And in plastic
And the room will be like
I found it in August 2010.

5/10/2011

"And I Dressed Up Like a Princess"

Taken from iheart-myself
Lyrics in title from "The Competition" by Kimya Dawson
I just want to be as good as I'd like to be.  Being better than the person that I was just yesterday.  I mean, it's hard but it's a better standard to hold myself up to.  Than to compare my life to that of someone else.  I've got my own stuff to deal with and I'll deal with it in the best way that I can.  But sometimes it gets hard when it seems like people aren't in the same place.  I just want to meet someone who can completely relate to me, but that would involve wasting precious minutes that I could use studying for my finals.

So I'll dress as cute as possible.  I'll write sentences so elegantly that my English teacher might cry.  I'll write the right equations and the TA's will just throw points at me.  I will sort the mail quickly and be the most polite that I can be.  I'll write down bio processes with precision and accuracy.  It'll be the best finals week that anyone has seen.

5/09/2011

Slope Day Eve (B.O.A.)


Taken by my friend.

I realized I haven't done one of these in a while.  But this passed weekend was slope day and me and my friends went out that Thursday to celebrate the last day of classes.  It was too much fun haha.

The tank top is from Victoria's Secret, the scarf from a vendor, the pants from American Eagle, the shoes from Amazon,the hat from Urban Outfitters and the bracelet from my mom.

5/07/2011

That Was That

Taken from the pursuit of happyness
So at Slope Day yesterday, I sat on a lawn with my best friend and he said "you need to find out once and for all."  Of course, regarding to how that one boy felt about me.  So I did and it wasn't nice.  And my best friend turned to me and said "Now you know and you can move on."  So I'm deciding to go down that road.

5/02/2011

My Two Cents (N.a.P.)

Taken from Yahoo! news
I want to preface this with the statement that I am not one for revenge.  And that is mostly because I had a Christian upbringing where if someone wrongs you, turn the other cheek, walk away, talk it out, or in general do anything that doesn't involve hurting the other person because it's better for the soul.  Or because you're better than that, pick your side.

That being said, there's also the concept of justice.  Justice is generally defined as moral righteousness or exacting some form of punishment on people who performed misdeeds.  Sure, it is not right to revel in the fact that someone just died, but this man wronged a few thousand people in a matter of hours ten years ago.  I don't think the US should have out right killed him, but if he went down in a fight, then at least they gave him a shot.  I'm sure the US would have much rather given him a trial and heard his side of the story than just taking a gun to his head, as South Park seems to imply (South Park is not a credible source for anything, just so you know).  Some people argue, this point I agree with, that they gave the suspects a trial, but that's because they were suspects; it wasn't a known fact unlike in Osama Bin Laden's case.  But that doesn't mean we should have outright killed him.  But if they were planning on taking him and he wouldn't go without a fight and got killed during the raid, that's what happened.  Can't change that.

Most parts of the US are celebrating.  Hell, people are posting statuses equating it to Harry Potter or talking about how coincidental it is that 66 years ago, Hitler was also announced dead on May Day.  That's people's means of expressing themselves.  Others are worried or fearful of what is to come.  Al-Qaeda just lost one of its leaders, so they are probably mournful of that.  And perhaps even planning on retaliating.  But I guess all we can do is hope that things will get better, because right now, there is no guarantee.

5/01/2011

Music Shout Out (M.S.O.)

Hey guys,

So I am ending the segment of my blog entitled "Music Shout Outs" or M.S.O.  I decided to make a whole other site for on tumblr because pictures would be easier to acquire and I can get more readership through that.  That does not mean I am transferring this blog to tumblr as well.  I like having it on blogspot.  But the URL for the music critique is: Music Shout Outs.  I hope you guys enjoy it!

Hugs,
Jo