10/04/2009

What Hurts

I've been going on
Dream-dates lately
That aren't with you.

They're
With
Other
People.

It's not like
Anything happens,
But it's just like the Sims 2:
It's still cheating
Even if you're on a date
Doing nothing.

And as much
As it hurts you
To read this
(If you ever do)...

It hurts me more.

I hate that my subconscious
Is wandering, pivoting
From every guy I know
Skipping over you.

And it's because
I feel like
I'm not in your life
Right now.

Like I'm being
Skipped over.

And I don't want you
To quit your job
Or do something crazy
Like that.

But I do want to
Capture your attention
From time to time.

And for longer than half an hour.

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