I'm still shocked.
And my mind is just
Driving me to the edge of
Callousness.
I almost don't want to flirt.
Because that means people
Will start liking me.
And I'll go back on the same kind
Of roller coaster ride
That my mind has been through
These passed few days.
What's killing me?
All the words he said
When we were still together.
The silence now is not golden.
It's a killer.
I'm starting question whether
He meant them.
Or just said them to drag
Me into the deep well of love
I had fallen in,
Just to get sealed up
And drowned by my own feelings.
And yet...
All these "secret" physical
Attractions I've had towards people
In recent weeks
Are coming out.
They're all people
Who are inaccessible.
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