5/17/2009

Paralyzed

I'm so depressed.
I can't move.
I can't do anything.

I mean, I finished my
Theology paper.
I wrote about a line or two
Of my history paper.

That's okay.
There's always tomorrow.
I just gotta get it done before Friday.

I'm just giving up
So hard, it's paralyzing.
I don't know how to move.

Move on, move back,
I can't do any of that.
Even the guy that loves me
For the nothing I'm worth
Isn't really helping.

And I don't want to
Look for anyone new.
I don't want to get hurt again.
I don't want to know that they're
ALWAYS happy at my expense.

Everyone is always fucking happy at my expense.

1 comment:

Miss Anne Thrope said...

the only people in your life who would be happy at your expense are the ones who don't deserve to be in it