5/01/2009

Das Wetter

It's pouring outside.
Like pouring pain
And chaos
And other things you can pour.

And it's almost like the raging feelings
In my head.
Or maybe it's just
The hormones.

I like the feeling
And idea of being in love with someone.

But it's the repression
Of it that hurts.

I really want to let you know
That I love you.
And I know I remind you a million
Times a day.
And I know I think about you a million
Times a day.

But I feel really bad talking about it,
Because of the company I'm in.
For their sake.

I don't want to feel like the reason
For people thinking unhappy thoughts.
That just makes me a shoddy person.

But I know I love you.

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