I could choose to write about more serious things. But I don't. I want to write about how giddy that boy makes me. The feeling of I want to smile so much that my mouth hurts everywhere and you can see my teeth and stuff. Yeah, that kind of feeling. And ugh, we don't do anything. We go to each other's events and sit and study in the engineering building that will be slightly foreign to me soon. I guess my academic direction is slightly falling apart, but at least one thing is going well. And I just want to be fucking giddy. Like a hamster with a sunflower seed. Or a girl with a crush.