I do things because I want to. If I actually want to get my hair all nice and straight for a party, I'll do it. If I want to get all dressed up and cute, I will. Although, that I'll do mostly because the occasion calls for it. I'll wear heels or sneakers as I please. Tonight's going to be totally informal. Because I want it to be. Although, I do things like tidy up my room in hopes that I'll get a visitor. And my room is fucking spotless right now.